Although my story may not be unique, it certainly isn't typical either. A little under two years ago, I got my mission call to serve in the Salt Lake City South mission. I entered the MTC but returned home shortly thereafter. I'll admit that this experience brings with it some embarrassment and shame. I remember thinking at the time that two years was this incredible, impossible sacrifice. I was determined, or at least not very willing, to serve.
Then about a year ago, I remember driving home from work and feeling this intense, burning prompting that I needed to serve a mission. The feeling was very unexpected. But from then on out things began to change. With the help of family, priesthood leaders, and a supportive best friend, I progressed and prepared to serve. This time, real desire filled me. I wanted to serve a mission.
I believe that ultimately, the direction we are moving in life is far more important than where we started or where we may end up. Moving forward is progress and anything else is distraction.
I'm grateful for the experiences that have helped to shape me into who I am today. I grateful too, for those that have supported and helped me get to this point—on the cusp of serving the Lord for two years. As my best friend and I frequently say, things will work out. If we are doing what's right, then things will work out.
I'm preparing now to make the same two year sacrifice I almost made two years ago. Although the sacrifice is the same, it doesn't seem impossible. In fact, the future has never looked so bright and felt so full of promise for the next two years and beyond.
Great post, Adam. The direction your life has taken over the last year has been remarkable and wonderful to watch. Regardless of what happens from here on out, you have gotten yourself on the right path. It reminds me of a quote I like, "Although you cannot go back and make a brand new start, you can start right now and make a brand new end." That's exactly what you're doing. Good for you. We couldn't be prouder of not only who you are becoming, but who you've always been.
This is amazing! What a testimony-builder for all of us. I'm so proud of you for deciding to serve and mission and doing what it takes to get there! You will be an amazing missionary!
I am so proud of you, Adam. You've always been a good, righteous young man. I don't know why you have had this challenge in your life, but I'm grateful for your perseverance. I hope you have the opportunity to serve and that you will have many wonderful experiences ahead. I love you and appreciate all you do.