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BYU-Idaho

This post will be relatively quick since its getting kinda late and I'm really tired. I just wanted to share a few spiritual experiences that I have had while I've been here.
 
In my Book of Mormon class, I've found the Spirit to be present every day. Each day I feel a strong witness of the topics that we discuss. Not just little "oh, that's cool" moments, but Ensign moments, manifestations that I won't forget...ever. Also, in devotional, (not every week), but the way the speakers say something, the Spirit has born witness to me of the truth of many things and I feel so blessed to be a part of that. I'm not doing a very good job at explaining things, but I just want everyone to know what a spiritual experience BYU-I has been for me thus far. I just feel such a close connection to the Lord, a knowledge that when I pray he will answer. He's waiting to help us, we just have to be willing to accept things his way. I feel like all too often we have our own ideas about things and how things should work out, but when we seek to do the Lord's will, we receive guidance and blessings beyond our own abilities.
 
One quick personal story before I sign out. Last night I prayed specifically to be able to remember to say my morning prayers. It was a simple request. Let me background this moment by saying that I haven't said my morning prayers in at least months. But this morning, I remembered. It's so wonderful to feel the guidance and companionship of the Lord. Plus, saying my morning prayers really helped me throughout the day. I didn't get lost in Calculus and was on time to every class. The Lord is always willing to help, no matter how small or insignificant something (or some request) may seem. I'm just grateful for all the Lord has given me.
 
I bear my testimony that the Church is true, that Gordon B. Hinckley is a prophet, that Joseph Smith restored the Gospel and translated the Book of Mormon. I know Christ is the center of our religion and that he atoned for our sins. I like the words of Isaiah when he writes (from the Lord's perspective) "...my arm is stretched out still." I think this means that no matter what the Lord is always waiting and willing to help, no matter the sin or unworthiness we may feel personally. The tender mercies of the Lord are everywhere. I want everyone to know how thankful I am for the best family on earth and I'm thankful for how supportive you are of me and helping me through my homesickness. And don't worry guys, I'm not moving to Rexburg anytime soo-------ever. I'm just grateful for the Spirit I've felt. The Gospel related things I've learned here I can take with my anywhere. I wish you all a good night and hope to hear from you soon. You guys are great.
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Why Mom Would Like BYU-Idaho

Just a quickie for tonight. It's kinda late and I just want to share a quick little snippet into campus life here. Wierd though this may seem, there are hand sanitizer dispensers near every building entrance and exit. I think mom would be in heaven here. Even outside some bathroom/interior doors there are little dispensers to keep things squeaky clean. So yeah, if you're ever on campus, don't worry, because things will always be clean.

Anyway, physics and calc are pretty tough, but not impossible. My computer class is easy and fun, while religion and world civ provide a neat balance. Catch you guys round
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Life at "The I"

So I bet everybody has been eagerly awaiting my next blog post to see what I've been up to in college. Hold your breath no longer! I've finally gotten settled into life here and things are returning to a sense of normal.

First off, I would like to say thank you again to all those who have been praying for me over the past week or so. Moving off to college was a million times harder than I thought it would be. Leaving my family at the terminal was hard enough and then Ethan dropping me off at Rexburg was the final straw. It finally hit me that me living by myself would become the norm. I mean, I know that I have roommates, but I still feel like its mostly me watching out for myself. The best way to describe it is being independent.

The good side is that the homesickness has finally started to wear off. Not that I no longer miss my family, but the sadness I feel at being far away from them has been reduced to a manageable portion. Life has to go on and I've got classes and such to do here. Speaking of classes, I'll give everyone a quick little run down on my schedule.

My schedule is obviously posted above, but that doesn't explain what my day is like. Monday, Wednesday, and Fridays are the hardest, but still quite fun. I actually really enjoy all of my classes so far. The class I was most scared about was my Calc II class which start right where my high school AP Calc class left off. Fortunately my teacher is super nice and I think I'm really going to like her. My Calc I teacher (which I only had for a day) seemed mean and determined to make Calc I a difficult class. She even promised 3 hours of studying per hour of class time. yikes! I mean, I know I need to study in order to do well in my classes...but there is no way I need to study that much for a class. Especially not on average. Anyway, Calc II is way cooler and its exciting to start learning where AP Calc left off. Physics is probably my toughest class because it applies a lot of things that I didn't really learn in high school physics. In high school physics I learned several topics really well, but in college physics it looks like I may need to understand a lot more. Potentially my favorite class is the Intro to Software Development. Before we even got into how to actually program, I was writing some C++ code in the Linux lab. For those who aren't familiar with computer programming terminology, C++ is a Object Oriented (OO) programming language. Linux is an operating system much like Windows XP or Vista. Linux is common among programmers. Anyway, its pretty interesting to start learning a few things about how to make programs. Thus far all I've done is make the computer display some text and create conditional statements based on user input. Don't worry, it sounds way more complicated that it actually is.

The religion class is great as is World Civ. Both teachers are way cool and know their stuff. I especially like my World Civ teacher because he doesn't even need to look at a book to teach us stuff, he just knows it that well.

Lastly, I want to slip in a quick technological update. If any of you are using the internet (which all of you must be in order to view an online blog) go to this website and download the Google Toolbar. Granted, I have to really like a browser plugin before using it because I hate any performance slow downs and I hate plugins that take up precious viewing space. the Google Toolbar does neither. Once downloaded, check out the "Send To" button. Find a web page and click the "Send To" button and then click "Gmail." Basically, you send a copy of the web page you are viewing via e-mail to anyone. It's really a neat feature to show someone exactly what you are looking at. Anyway, that's all I've got for you guys today. Stay classy San Diego. I'm Ron Burgundy?
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Leaving Home

Where to begin....hmmm. It's hard to pick a starting point for this epic saga. I'll try my best to give a brief narrative of the events of the past couple of days and give some commentary without getting too emotionally involved.

As (hopefully) most of you know, I am no longer in North Carolina. I'm going to school in BYU-Idaho this fall and (probably) winter semesters. Anyway, my adventure started on thursday, August 24th. My family drove me to the airport in Raleigh where my flight was delayed from a 4:05 departure to a 6:50 departure. That meant that I would miss my connecting flight in Chicago. It ended up that I hung out with the family for awhile before returning to the airport and rebook my flight for the next morning at 6:45am. The only really bad thing about the early departure was that I had to get up at 4:40am EST. I honestly didn't feel too sleepy. The morning flight was nearly empty and went from Raleigh to Nashville and then to Las Vegas and then to Salt Lake City. On the way from Nashville to Las Vegas, I pulled out the laptop and watched several episodes of TV shows I had downloaded to my hard drive. It really helped to pass the time.

It was funny landing in Vegas. I (not having left NC much) thought it was funny that even the airport had built-in casinos. I even saw a 90-year-old woman staring down her slot machine. From Nashville to Vegas I sat beside a really nice couple. We talked about college and what not and they related to mom in being sad when children leave home for college. The last of her children had just left for college and she sympathized with my feelings of sadness at leaving home.

In Vegas I spent the better part of my time charging my laptop battery for the flight from Vegas to Salt Lake. In turned out I didn't even get to finish one episode of the TV show I was watching. Oh yeah, if anyone is looking for gift ideas...House Season 2 is looking really good right now. Or software to decode DVDs and copy them to the hard drive.


Anyway, I made it to Ethan's apartment successfully then I had to drive him to work. I went from there to Best Buy and bought a wireless router for his apartment and since I would need one in Idaho anyway. Probably the craziest part of the day was how little food I had. Kristen bought me a biscuit that morning around 5:30am and the next food I had was in Vegas at 9:30 (12:30 EST). All I had there was a pink lemonade and a handful of combos. My next meal was a chalupa at Taco Bell...weeee!

I'm starting to ramble, but I would like to share a few of my thoughts before I close. Leaving for college is scary and daunting, yes. But through hard and difficult circumstances can come great joy. As I used to quote "I never said it would be easy, I only said it would be worth it." This applies to me, I know. One "known" blessing is the blessing of coming home for Christmas. I know that the absence of college will make the reunion much sweeter. Of course other blessings may occur while at college, but those are up to me as I allow the Lord to work through me. My attitudes and desires will bear the greatest effect on how sensitive I am to the Spirit and how much I learn and grow from my surroundings. Life is like dinner. If all we ate was dessert (even though it tastes amazing) we would be unhealthy and suffer in the no-so-distant future. However, struggling down fruits and vegetables (although not as tasty as pie and ice cream) helps us both mentally and physically. Adversity can equal tremendous growth. It's all in how we handle the situations we face. Maybe leaving home and going to BYU-I isn't cake, but I can still enjoy the BYU-I broccoli salad. Just as long as it doesn't become celery, we should all be fine ;)
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New Laptop

Hey everybody. Continuing the my new tradition of late blog posting, here I am. But I bring a new song called "Don't Wait" by Dashboard Confessional. Check out the music video above. It's really interesting, especially if you watch it all the way through.

Anyway, new laptop. I just bought a new laptop a few days ago from Dell. I wanted to get a 14.1" screen because (instead of the 15.4" or 17") for battery life reasons. Plus it's a little more mobile than the larger laptops. I had been eyeing this one for awhile but it just didn't have as good of deals as its cousin laptops ;) ironically, one night when me and logan we're up kinda late, I looked at the laptop again (a little after midnight, August 1st) and it had identical deals as the other laptops. Cautiously I decided to go ahead and buy the it. $700 later and that thing is all mine!

The cool part of the story is that the same morning (about 9am) I checked Dell.com again and all the deals of the previous night we're gone. I don't know what happened, but for just a couple of hours I was able to get the deal I'd been hoping for. Yeah for me!

For those curious about what kind of laptop I got, here are the specs:

1.86 GHz single-core processor (Intel)
60 GB Hard drive (5400rpm)
1.04 GB of DDR2 SDRAM
533 Mhz FSB speeds
802.11 b/g network card
DVD/CD burner @ 8x (dual-layer burning support)

That's all I can think of off the top of my head. I think I'm forgetting something, so just comment any questions. My next post will follow the trend of the "Love" post, meaning it should be a thoughtful and reflective post of a different topic altogether. Oh and mom, go back to the top of the page, unpause the video and watch it. I think you'll like it.
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Love

Perhaps such a post as this should be written at a less cynical time in my life. Fear not though, for my dissertation is like a scary bedtime story. No matter what happens, it always ends happily ever after.

I was thinking in the shower about 10 minutes ago and my train of thought led me to love. I cynically remarked to myself that there is no such thing as true love. The more I thought about it I began to realize my own error. Among teenagers, true love is a rare thing, in fact, its practically nonexistent.

I know I'm rambling, but I will make my point. There are a couple of kinds of love and all of them must be examined to understand the point I'm making. Teenage love should be more appropriately called infatuation. Although not always the case, teenagers often mistake infatuation for a purer form of love. Infatuation is a physical love, with no roots in traits of personality, character, humor, etc. Infatuation is skin deep and both comes and goes as fleetingly as the wind.

The closest mortal approximation of true (or perfect) love is unconditional love. The best example of this is the love parents have for their children and the siblings love for another sibling. This kind of love is always present and based entirely in personality traits and not at all in looks. Unconditional love is loving someone for who they are, not how they look, dress, or act.

Now I'm nearing the realization I had in the shower. Unconditional love is not perfect love. Unconditional love can become perfect love, but it isn't always the case. Perfect love can only be felt in a state of Celestial glory. Because perfect love must be perfect, it must be eternal. The closest mortal approximation of perfect love is true love. Eternal marriage paves the highway for an eternity of perfect love between a family, but it is only a highway. It must be followed and each of us has the agency to choose that path or not.

My point is that perfect love is felt on earth. It is almost only found in marital relationships (especially the eternal variety) and between the members of a family. However, because of our mortal state, I believe a more appropriate name of perfect love is true love.

True love is like a seed. Just because its planted doesn't mean it will become a tree. Under proper conditions a seed can become a tree, living for hundreds of years (mortal eternity). Ok, that's as far as I got in the shower. A bit of a ramble, but still the good ending.
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Why MySpace is Stupid (and life)

Ok, first off, I'm going to give a paragraph synopsis of the last three or four weeks.

New Mexico Trip: C- this trips gets a C- because I don't like camping...at all. One week spent without modern conveniences...of which I am a huge fan. The only reason this trip didn't receive a failing grade is for two reasons. One reason was getting to spend some time with logan and my dad. The second reason was getting to spend time with my friends. Ok, the scenery was decent, but I spent the week looking at the person's feet in front of me. I would glance up to stare at 300ft high canyon walls! WOW! and the second day, guess what I saw when I looked up? Yep, you guessed it, 300ft canyon walls! WOW! and the third day, guess what I saw when I looked up? Yep, you guessed it....you get the picture. The canyon walls were kinda interesting, plus we saw some cool cliff dwellings. However, it is unlikely I will go on a camping trip like this one in the near future.

EFY: B+ EFY gets a B+ for being EFY. The reason it didn't get an A or higher rating is because I felt a noticeable maturity gap between me and some of the other participants. It wasn't terrible, but it was there. I just can't figure out what was missing. Plus, girls are gay. I apologize to all feminine readers of this blog...but its true. I have a few stories to tell, but they're too long and drawn out to write out here. Suffice it to say I was out-flirted by a friggin candybar. Ok, so he was human, but his name was Heath. Exactly...friggin candybar. Oh well, I'm over it now...but it does help to vent with writing. Hanging out with Logan and my friends was exceptionally cool.

Work: F- Yeah, work sucks. I mean not good. I really don't enjoy work because it's a complete waste of time. Free movies are nice, but the tasks I do are menial. It's like getting paid to do 3rd grade math for 10 hours at a time. It's ridiculously easy, but you know you have sooo much more potential yet it's not needed. Frustrating!

Ok, why MySpace is stupid:


1. You can only upload 12pictures
2. Picture must be less than 600KB
3. MySpace makes you compress the files to a size under the 600KB mark
4. MySpace uploads only one photo at a time
5. MySpace uploads photos until it gets to the 600KB mark before telling you its too big.
6. MySpace uses a billion subdomains to process server requests (purely technical complaint)
7. MySpace doesn’t allow scripting
8. MySpace doesn't utilize active scripting (check out
picasa web albums---the comment feature)
9. MySpacece doesn't fully support IE 7
10. MySpace is home to hundreds of pedafiles
11. MySpace doesn't always work...MySpace screws up. Other sites don't.
12. Everyone has one...and no one shares my overwhelming hatred of it...thus I am doomed to communicate with others through the "Cursed Network" as I will now refer to MySpace as.

Oh Yeah, by the way, check out my pictures from EFY and YC here. Yeah, and you can still comment on my pictures. They're good

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New Mexico Camping (and Free Long Distance)

Ok, before I get started into the New Mexico camping trip rundown, I'm gonna do a quick software review. I'm taking a break from my typically Google oriented reviews and branching out into another software provider. Skype. Skype can be downloaded here. Skype is similar to other programs that allows you to talk to other Skype users (over the internet at 256-bit encryption) for free. This means a hacker would have 1.1 x 10(to the 77th power) different combinations of numbers to guess before gaining access to your private conversations. The best thing about Skype is that now you can make free calls to any land-line phone in the US for free. Just download the program, dial the number (in the +1336123456 format) and wa-la---free long distance. For all those with any connection faster than dial-up, I would recommend checking this out. At the very least it will save on long distance calls.

Anyway, on to New Mexico. I'll get around to posting some pictures today or tomorrow, but for now I'll have to paint a picture of the trip with my own words (ahh, I sound like a poet). The trip started at 3am in my house, where we left for good ole' RDU airport. 2 hours early for our flight, our time was spent sleeping in the terminal (of which I have many pictures). The flight was fun and within 10 hours we we're safe in Arizona's Tuscon Intl' airport. Our two guides picked us up and drove us to one of our guides grandparent's home---in the 109ºF heat. Yikes! That's like 42ºC for any who care (give or take a degree). We spent the night in the basement of the grandparent's house and the next morning---Monday morning---we we're off into the deserts of New Mexico. After a three-hour drive, we arrived at the drop-off point.

Enough with the minute description. To make a long story short, the week was hot, long, and tiring. It was also a lot more enjoyable than I thought it would be. Don't misunderstand me---it wasn't spectacular, but it was.....almost fun....at times. I will only admit this one---and grudgingly at that---but parts of it were genuinely fun. The only thing I didn't like about the trip was our guide's sense of direction. He was always wayyyy off when it came to distances. One morning he told us it was 1 mile to the nearest swimming hole. 6 miles later, we reached the swimming place. Yikes again! However, the place where we hiked was really pretty. Most of the week was spent in a narrow canyon with 300ft. high walls surrounding us! One cool point in the trail came when we found a hot springs deal. Heated by magma deep within the earth, hot and fresh spring water was delivered to us in a 4ft deep pool. It was really nice and everything. Without the natural setting, it could have doubled as a sauna. The only downside was the brain-eating amoeba that lived there. For that reason we couldn't dip our heads beneath the water as the amoebas would crawl up our nasal cavities and eat our brains. Yeah, I'm serious about that. Oh well, it was still fun.

Coming back to civilization was also weird. After being away from girls for a week, I found myself checking out the 40 year old waitresses at the Golden Corral. After a few hours my senses returned to normal.

Well, that's all for now. I'll post the pictures from the trip in the slide-show or in the blog for everybody to check them out. One other side-note (in the life of Adam) is that I've got my job orientation at 3:30pm at the movie theatre here in town. Looks like I landed my first job! Everybody wish me luck! Aurvoir!
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Graduation Day!

Wow, where do I start? It's been four years at Mount Airy High School and now I'm done with high school---forever!

In case you didn't guess from the title of this post, the new pictures in the slide-show, or the new song playing called "Graduation Day," then I'll tell you. Friday, June 3rd was my graduation from high school.

I've got to admit, actually being here feels a lot different than the journey. From as far back as I can remember, I really hated school. I had friends and everything, but I just didn't get excited about the whole concept. However, now that I've actually graduated I have a slightly more bittersweet outlook on the whole thing. Sure I'm glad to move on, but high school was fun. More precisely, senior year was fun. All my classes were with people that I enjoyed being with and the atmosphere had a maturity I'd been waiting for for four years.

Aside from all that, I'll be the first to admit I'm a little scared/nervous about heading out to college. I mean I've never been away from home for more than a week at a time to EFY. Now I'm living on my own some 2,000 miles away from home. And the next time I see my family could quite possibly be Christmas. Yikes! Ok, enough sadness. On the positive, I'm closer to serving a mission. That really excites me. I've been waiting to serve a mission ever since I my family sang "Called to Serve" in the car to keep me quiet. I'm also closer to coming home from my mission, getting married, and raising a family! No need to look too far into the future though =)

Let me describe my actual graduation and then I've got to head out. At graduation all the seniors took balloons and placed them on my Principal's podium while she read out the names of the graduates. It was pretty funny when she became buried in the balloons and no one could see her. I don't do the scene justice but it was hilarious. Also, when my principal pronounced us graduates the silly string was everywhere! Volleyballs, toilet paper, and streamers was flying everywhere! The coolest part was throwing my own hat in the air! That was such a cool, rush-like feeling. You see people do it on TV all the time, but actually doing it---it was cool!

Ok audience, I must go to bed. It is 2:11am and I'm leaving for a camping trip at 3am. I will be gone until 6/12/06. Sorry guys, no posting or content until then. But I'll post some cool pictures with my new digital camera (thanks again Kristen and Cory). Until then, enjoy the new song, "Graduation Day," by Head Automatica and enjoy the new pictures in the slide-show. Don't forget that if you click on the pictures, it will take you to a picture index if you want to see enlarged versions of the pics. That's all. Wish me luck in the deserts of New Mexico. Aurvoir and Sianara!
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Life


Ok, so I just wanted to give this post a cool title when in fact I actually have nothing to post about. Be prepared for intense rambling.

I'll write a few random thoughts about graduation, college, and life in general. First up, graduation. Service of Celebration was (I think) Monday. The speakers were nice, refreshments were so-so, and graduation tradition carried on like always. I only pose one question. Who thought wearing robes, strings, and caps with gay tassels was cool? Forget cool, what about just plain comfortable? As I was "robing up" for the S of C, I felt like some actor out of a bad Harry Potter Movie spin-off. And you know what else---those robes are hot! The air conditioning in that church was nonexistent! And it was wayyy too sunny! Oh well, I will admit that it was cool seeing old high school friends again (woah that sounds weird to say) and it felt like I was finally done with high school. I'm a little nervous and scared heading out west for college...being so far away from home. At the same time, it's kinda exciting to finally be done with high school and moving on.

Ok, that's all the rambling I have for today. I'll try and cook up something especially cool for my next post. Oh yeah, the slide-show should be back up sometime this week. My hosting site is down for awhile but should be back online soon. I'll even throw in a few extra pictures.

One last thought about the heart of my post. You know, life is all about change. Yet, life isn't a mix a "big" changes that alter the course of our lives. I think its more like a slow transformation. Although life still holds key moments---our past day-to-day actions slowly shape who we are so that when we come to big choices---we've already made the choice. Life is a river---always changing yet never ending. Always following the land---but a river does is not shaped by the land. Water shapes the land it runs on. So do we affect the world in which we live.

(I just wanted to write something poetic sounding) See you guys round'!
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Myth Busting

I'm in a pretty random mood this morning, so this post will be short.

Everyone gets those e-mails telling a brief horror story about "little Susan" who wishes she had only known not to flash her headlights at oncoming cars because it was part of a violent "Blood Gang" initiation ritual. Well, I decided to start finding out whether those e-mails were true, partly true, or straight-up hoaxes. My findings thus far have been very interesting. You can find all the information I've gathered thus far here at my Google Notebook. So far, what I will do to new myths is to post the original text of the hoax e-mail and then post clippings of the relevant information about it, plus Google Notebook automatically includs links to the websites I get my information from.

If you have a Google account you can search my notebook exclusively from the google.com/notebook page. Also, I made a heading for each new myth, so it makes it easy to scroll between the blue headings to find myths relevant to you. Also, if you have some sketchy e-mails, feel free to forward them to me so I can add them to my "myth busting" Notebook collection.

So far I have only busted two myths. One about the Blood Gang initiation ritual and the Dial *677 for emergency dispatch. So far both proved almost entirely false. Anyway, feel free to enjoy my Myth Busters notebook. Btw, prom (Kelsey's is tonight). Wish me luck :)
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My Theme Song


Ahh, this post will be fun. Ok. Everyone listens to music, right? I know I sure do. Every time I hop in the car, my first move is to lean over to the passenger side and turn on my CD player (I use a tape/CD adapter instead of buying a factory-installed CD player). And I honestly like nearly anything. Notice the nearly. Rap is out, as is almost all country. There might be a country song somewhere that I like, but few and far between. Practically nonexistent. As for music I do like, everything goes. From EFY CDs to classical to hard rock, I'll listen to it all. My favorite genre is some mix of soft rock, emo/indie whatever. However, as my music tastes have matured over the years, I have learned found certain songs that I like more than others. Some songs I really enjoy because they're from an artist I like, others sound good at first but soon loose their "coolness."

And, I have also realized I have a favorite song. One that hasn't gotten old through the many years I have listened to it. Ironically the artist is probably my all-time favorite artist as well. Anyway, the song (which is the only song currently playing on the site) is "Ocean Avenue" by Yellowcard. I realized it was my favorite song because I always seem to be humming it when no music is present. This thing is just classic. For the blog "Romantics" this song can literally be applied to any girl in some way, shape, or form. It doesn't really work so well for girls singing (or thinking) about guys. Sorry.

There you have it, the Theme Song of my life. A good soft-rock beat in combination with all-too-catchy lyrics makes an amazing song. Maybe if you guys (the blog readers) play your cards right, I might do a recording and put it in the blog play list instead :)

Happy Mothers Day everyone!
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Prom Pictures!


Ok guys, here are 22 of my favorite prom pictures. I included a random splattering of me, Kelsey, and the two of us together. If you click on any of the pictures it will take you to an index of all the pictures so you can browser through them. I'm trying to post some enlarged pictures along with the index, but it isn't going so well, but it should be up soon. Anyway, enjoy, and to view all the pictures you can also click here.
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AP Exams

Touchy subject eh? Made even more so by the fact that I cannot discuss any multiple choice questions for the rest of my natural life. Well, at least that's what the AP booklet/packet/instruction thing said. So if you ask me about second derivatives and answer choice "B" on my death bed...you will hear nothing from my lips! Ironically, the free response questions can be discussed...now. The actual time frame for free response questions is 48 hours before ones vow of silence can be broken.

Ok, this year I only took one AP class, although that one teensy-weensy AP happened to be AP Calculus. Ouch. Two semester class, 270 in-class hours, 180 days. That translates to approximately 16,200 minutes of sheer pain! Seriously, my AP experience was pretty good. The class was very mature and enjoyable. My teacher was absolutely awesome. She was the nice and kind Filipino lady and just a lot of fun. More interesting was the math that accompanied the class. It's amazing how fun math can actually be. Ok, maybe not fun, but interesting. Calculus seems to be a math of approximation. It works through estimation of a sort. In calculus we find the area under any curves. The trick is to get infinitely close to the right answer. Kinda hard to explain, but it's an interesting math.

Anyway, on to the exam. I took it Wednesday about 830, although it lasted until around noon. I won't divulge any details about the multiple choice, mostly because I can't remember any of the problems :) I will say that I felt fairly confident about the whole thing. Until I got to free response. On multiple choice, I answered almost every problem except for about two or three out of 50-something. However, on free response things work a little differently. Each question is worth nine points, and each part of each problem is worth a varying percentage of those nine points. Anyway, I started to work out the first problem and answer the whole thing under section 1a. Terrified, I marked out my work, and placed it under 1b and 1c---only to realize I had done the whole thing wrong. More marking out, and I've already used half of my available time for this one problem. To make a long story short, I think I still did well on the exam. Also, on one problem, I was give an acceleration function and I had to take it's integral to find velocity and the integral of velocity of to find position. I finished the problem and found velocity to be -7/3 all over 523 feet/second. That was wrong. I took the derivative of acceleration to find velocity. Once i got that wrong answer, I heard the ominous sound echoing around the room---"you have ten minutes left." Uh-oh. I have never worked a problem faster than in those ten minutes. Like a little child hitting a pinata at a birthday party, I attacked that problem like no body's business. I finished the problem and think---think---I got the right answer. Overall it was one crazy day! So that's my exciting AP story of the day. By the way, prom pictures will be posted soon, I'm at my sister's house and have a complete lack of prom pictures. Don't worry though, first thing monday the pictures will be on the blog. I'm trying to do a slideshow type thing on the blog, so hopefully I'll have that up and running by monday. Aurvoir and Audieu everyone!

By the way, I actually didn't describe any problems from the AP exam---they were all from a dream I had. Yeah, that's what it was. Because I would never discuss anything about the AP exam. Never. Oh yeah, it actually wasn't a dream. It was a nightmare :)
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PROM (and my college decision)

Whoa! Talk about your teasers! I know once everyone reads that headline, the first thing they will look for in the post(unless you alread know where I'm going for college) is what college I'm going to.

Don't fret.

I'll tell you right off before I get to the heart of the post---prom. Anyway, my college choice is BYU-Idaho. Since previous topics touching on this matter have been hotly contested, allow me to briefly explain my choice and the choices leading up to that decision. Many people may question my motives for going, which is an understandable reaction. After much prayer and fasting regarding the matter, I felt that BYU-I was the place I'm supposed to go. The peace I've felt in making that decision is overwhelming. Anyway, on to PROM!

I won't go much into pre-prom details, but here is a quick preface to prom itself. The stress didn't start getting to me until Saturday about 1:30pm. I still didn't know when Kelsey could come up or when she had to leave. Needless to say my heart rate maintained a steady 100-120 beats per minute! My plans to picnic on the parkway kinda fell through, so I was left with picnicing on my deck. The closer prom got, the more quickly my carefully laid plans crumbled around my feeble teenage mind :)

Allow me to say though, that as soon as Kelsey stepped out of the car, the stress of the day was gone. Seeing her made everything feel---right. Her parents drove her up (which was very nice of them, all though I felt bad they had to travel so far). We made pictures---which I will post soon---and then her parents headed out on a date while Kelsey and I enjoyed a scrumtrulescent dinner of salad, steak, and strawberries dipped in whip cream!

After dinner, we stopped by my Grandma's house on the way to the prom because she wanted to meet Kelsey. We visited for a precious few seconds before we headed for the Cross Creek Country Club for a night of fun and dancing. Like most proms, the dancing was a bit...different...from traditional church dances. It was nice having Kelsey there, since we could revel in our cool dancingness together :) After a few songs we took our prom pictures, after which we had to leave since Kelsey had to be at my house by 11pm. At 11:06, we walked in the door (whoops). It was just a plain good time. The only downside was how quickly the night was over *sigh,* and back to reality I went. But I get to see her again in TWO WEEKS! Which I know I'm probably the only one on this blog who cares about this, but it's my blog so there! Ha!

That's all for now, I will see you around. Stay tuned for some good picture posts, and a nice little post-AP Calculus Exam post thingy.
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College Update


A quickie, which is rare for me :) Well, for this post I will not be revealing a college choice, since I still would like to notify a few people in person before I announce my decision. Anyway, if that little teaser doesn't garner your interest, nothing will. As far as college scholarships are concerned, things are much better than I had ever dared to hope for. I got some minor scholarships from each BYU (I almost revealed my choice, but I caught my self right there). Most amazingly though was receiving the Armsfield. It is a practically brand new scholarship only for people from my county, surry county. Seven recipients from Mount Airy High School were guaranteed spot for between $4,000-$7,500 annually. I received notification about a month ago that I was a finalist, but I tried not to---as the old phrase goes---count my chickens before they hatched. I wanted it but was afraid I wouldn't get. Never mind, hopefully you know what I mean.

To continue, I got a notification letter about one week ago stating that I was to receive $4,000 annually. Of course I have to write a letter of intent to---my college of choice---among other formalities. Overall I'm just glad to get some scholarship money, especially since my parents financial status has been worrisome to me of late. Enough said there.

It's hard to believe how close college is. I'm excited and scared (a smidgeon of nervousness too) for college. I'm sure almost everyone can relate to the same feelings. I feel torn because I have spent my entire life in Mount Airy and the drastic change college will offer is slightly daunting. However, I feel some comfort in knowing I'm doing what the Lord would have me do. After a lot of prayer, guidance from friends and family, and thought---I finally feel peaceful about my decision. So college, here I come ready or not. Can you handle a Jarrell? We will see... :)


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...A Splash of Random

Yes, for today I am posting a little mix of interesting---and random---items. I thought for starters I would mention something about the camping trip. Over Spring Break I went, I mean forced, to go on a campout with my scout troop. Wait, actually it was just me, the Branch President, his son, and my Young Men's leader. Of course my younger brother, Logan, went too. It wasn't as terrible as I make it out to be, but it wasn't really fun either.

We left Thursday and came back Saturday. We went to Grayson Highlands and camped out along the Appalachain trail. After the first night we hiked Mount Rogers then packed up camp and headed off-trail. We hiked what felt like 10 miles with 50lbs packs---give or take a few pounds. Our second-night camping site was a lot prettier than our first day. We camped in a little hollow next to a small creek. The land was flat and soft, which made for a good nights sleep. The worst part of the trip was Saturday morning when we started home. We ended hiking at least 10 or 15 miles uphill! It would've only been a mile, except we took a shortctut. Oh well, its OK. We made it home alive.


As far as the blog is concerned, I just updated the playlist with some Motion City Soundtrack songs. You can hear them here or in the Music Archives.


And last but not least, a new product review for the ever-progressive technology enthusiasist out there. Google Calendar (yep, another Google product). This service is brand new and already shows improvement over other similar services. One of the handiest things about Google calendar is the ease with which one can use it. It is easy to add events and share the calendary with others. I imagine that Kristen would find this helpful while scheduling birthday parties. You can share calendars to see where an event could be placed without conflict. Another feature is the "invite" feature. You can send invites to other people and compile a guest list as people accept or reject the invitations. Handy map information is included in the invite when you specify a location. Anyway, that's my product review for the day. Check it out, it seems pretty handy for me (so far that is :)


And last but not least, countdown to Prom T-minus 9 days. Everyone here knows how excited I am for it, so I won't bore anyone, suffice it to say it couldn't come soon enough! Unfortunately AP exams happen to be the week after Prom *sigh* that is just not cool! Fortunately I have developed an anti-studying program that should help relieve the stress commonly associated with AP exams. My program also works well for any standardized testing. And now for only three LOW down payments of $39.95 it can be.........
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Priest/Laurel Prom

Ohhh, what a fun time I had yesterday (actually just a little over 10 hours ago...lol). From the title I'm pretty sure you can guess what this post is about...yep the Priest/Laurel Prom was yesterday! I'm not sure how many other stakes do this, but it's a cross between a church dance and a prom. Of course everyone was dressed in tux/suit and prom dress attire. Shaylon and I drove down and picked up Sydney while Kelsey met us at the dinner.

Quick little insert. I was in a wreck the morning of the prom (which was Friday morning) on the way to school from church. I was driving down a street near the school and I hit a puddle and started to hydroplane. In the very next second I realized that the right-front side of my car was playing with a fire hydrany. Two "mini-mircales" occured right then. The first was that the hydrant didn't start spewing water everywhere. The second is that the airbags didn't deploy, which would add a lot of money to the repairs. The car still runs, but needs some repairs to be street-legal again. Everyone involved was OK.

Back to Prom

Shaylon and I drove down in my mom's minivan. Oh yeah, it was HOT! After we picked up Sydney, we went to the dinner at Tanglewood. The food was ok, but the lasagna was a little sketchy and the salad was sparse. What was really funny was that Kelsey's plate had - literally - about 4 small pieces of lettuce on it :) We ate a little bit and then went to Dairy Queen for a blizzard. Another small note to take into account before I describe the dance. Shaylon broke his arm on Thursday and was wearing a half-cast half-sling on one arm and taking lots of pain medication! Ok. We got to the dance and had a pretty aweosme time. The funniest was Shaylon. His medication started wearing off and I could tell his arm was killing him. He had his second round of medication (which he took at the dacne) and 15 minutes later he was going crazy...no pain whatsoever. Plus he developed a strange habit of laughing at things that weren't really funny....at all!

And, saving the best for last...

I got to go with Kelsey. Let me just say a quick wow! That was the first thing I thought when I saw her there. She looked beautiful...absolutely beatutiful! When I first saw her I think my heart stopped and I forgot how to breathe. You know the feeling, or maybe its just me :) Don't worry I didn't suffocate. And also allow me to say that not seeing Kelsey for a month was far too long! Kelsey summed up my feelings best when she said that we still get to do this two more times, since I'm going to her prom and she is going to mine. Being around Kelsey is just fun. Sorry to indulge on a personal note, but I will continue :) The more I get to know her the more I love being around her.


Another part that was fun was hanging out with Sydney and Shaylon. I think being in a group typically tends to be more fun while the solo dates tend towards the romantic side. Oh yeah, anyways on with Prom. We left the prom a little bit early to go to Stephanie's house where we watched part of Madagascar. It was more just hanging out since everyone was walking around just doing whatever. We left about 11:20 give or take and I took Sydney and Kelsey home (of course Shaylon was there too). I got Shaylon to his house about 130 and I made it home by 2am. Overall it was such a fun night! I've never had as much fun at a prom as I had last night. (I think it was the company :) actually I know so. And one thing that was a lot better than school prom was the dancing. Anyways, that is a different story for a different time (likely after my prom). And now I depart for some chores and other such things. Oh yeah, before I forget, HUGE thanks to mom and dad for letting me go and being so cool about the whole thing. I mean, not only did I take their van, wreck my own car, and come home at 2am, they still understood and I think they are awesome! Now I really have to go, so i bid thee Audieu!
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